❝I wish we would have met sooner. you could have saved me from the rot, I could have saved you from the bloom. ❞
❝ I’m hopelessly, irrevocably in love with you. The desperate, aching kind of love. The kind there’s no coming back from. The kind there’s no way out of. The kind that’s going to be the death of me one day. ❞
❝ Did you ever notice how the moon follows you around? maybe that’s because it’s yours. ❞
❝ You are everything I have ever wanted in another person. You are my best friend, my lover, my partner, and I promise that I will spend the rest of my life taking care of you, the way you deserve to be taken care of. You are it for me. ❞
❝ A lifetime wouldn’t be enough. Eternity wouldn’t be enough. Not when I want to map every star in the sky with you in my arms. There is nothing I wouldn’t give you. Nothing I wouldn’t do for you. ❞
❝ he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, ❞
❝ I’m quite choked with tenderness for you, my love, it makes me a bit pathetic to love you so much. ❞
❝ If there ever comes a day that I am asked how it felt to love you, I will say only this: it feels like now. for I will be yours, even then. inhale. exhale. You’ve always been like breathing. ❞
❝ You were my whole fucking heart. You miss me at night, when you’re curled up in bed and the dust has settled on your day. I miss you with every single breath I take. When you left, you took a piece of me with you, a vital piece, the piece I needed to keep going, to live. ❞
❝ I love you through the perfect moments, and there are so many, but I will always love you through the imperfect ones too. ❞
❝ I haven’t loved many things in this world… but I have loved you from the minute I saw you, and whether it’s today or seventy years from now, I’ll love you with my dying breath. ❞
❝ I often dream of you; of the curve of your cheek, the gentleness of your fingertips, of pleasures I have not yet known from you. you know that I am a romantic, I always imagine things as sweeter than they really are. thank you for indulging me. for drowning me. ❞
❝ I never stopped loving you. Ever. Even when we fought, even when I pretended to hate you, even when I tried to forget you, you’ve always been the one. ❞
❝ I lay with you, watching your chest rise and fall, in the summer heat. I twist the locks away from your eyes, tuck them back to your ear, and think to myself: let june never end. let summer’s love always be warm and full of life. ❞
❝ I hate myself for missing you. Hurting you. And I want you to know I long for you, I love you. Others may come and go in our lives but... We belong together. ❞
❝ I’ll make you so in love with me, that every time our lips touch, you’ll die a little death. ❞
❝ I think I’ll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky. ❞
❝ I will always be here if you need me, no matter how far in distance or time. I don’t care if we’re on different continents or if it’s five, fifty years in the future. I never want you to wake up and feel like you’re alone because you’re not. You’ll always have me. ❞
❝ I find that I keep calling your name, that I keep missing you and the sound of your voice. the way you made me feel safe, made me feel whole. I find that I keep thinking of you. it’s you, always you. ❞
❝ Sometimes I think it isn’t you I fell in love with--it’s the world with you in it. I fell in love with the way the ocean sounds when it speaks through your voice. I fell in love with the way the stars twinkle when it shines through your eyes. ❞
❝ He does not taste like vanilla or honeysuckle or lavender. you are still addicted to the taste of him, of his skin, of his lips, of his breath and blood. every time you kiss, you lick and bite like two wolves devouring each other. ❞
❝ At first I thought I would bring flowers, or perhaps chocolates, but both of those suggested a, well, romantic context and I thought we should try and steer as far away from that as possible to avoid any further awkwardness, so… bread. ❞
❝ It’s wonderful to see you too, my friend. The days there on the surface, they were very different, but the nights… I was reminded of our times together, here. ❞
We have not touched the stars, nor are we forgiven, which brings us back to the hero’s shoulders and the gentleness that comes, not from the absence of violence, but despite the abundance of it.❞
❝ but I would never kiss anyone who doesn’t burn me like the sun. ❞
❝ I want you. All of you. No bullshit, no wondering what’s next, no games. I’ve never felt anything for anyone else but you, even when I didn’t know it was you all along. You’re fucking it for me. ❞
❝ You are sunlight falling through trees. You are laughter that breaks through sadness. You are clarity in the midst of confusion. You are everything that makes the world good. Without you, my life would still exist, but that’s all it would manage to do. ❞
❝ I’m here. I’m yours. I promise it all ‒ my body, my soul, my life, for you, everything for you, to care for you and love you, if you’ll let me. You’re the fucking sunrise of my heart. ❞
❝ I’ve loved you all my life. You’re the love I chose. Out of everyone in the world, out of everyone I’ve ever known, I chose you. At the edge of everything, love and faith have always brought me back, and back to you. ❞
❝ My whole life I was never looking for something bigger than myself, and then I met you and I want to dedicate every day of my life to you. You’re it for me. You are why I am here. Without you, I am nothing. ❞
❝ Wherever you are, no matter if it’s right next to me or a thousand miles away, I’m tied to you with a thread that can’t break. We’re connected by something stronger than time or place. ❞
❝ To love or have loved, that is enough. Ask nothing further. There is no other pearl to be found in the dark folds of life. ❞
❝ For good is too sanitized. I want your dirt and your pain and your darkness. Your weakness and your flaws. I don’t want you for good, I want you forever. ❞
❝ you never knew the stars had a flavor until you first kissed him. it turns out they taste like ambition and ancient fire, desperation and self ‒ destruction. ❞
❝ you are made of daylight, and I am made of night; how can you be anything but the sun when you look at me like that. ❞
❝ but I love him to the point of starvation. to devour would not be enough. ❞
❝ How could I stay away? ❞ I asked him, and I watched my words slip into his soul and become like stars and he reached up and kissed me again. ❞
❝ no matter how temporarily two souls are interwoven, they always leave a mark. but not every mark is a bruise. loving him was an honor, never a burden. ❞
❝ You are flowers in my stomach. Cutting me open nightly, blooming through the cracks of the ribs. I only want to be the sun for you. ❞
❝ my darling star, you have always been the love of my life. you are the anchor that keeps me afloat, the lighthouse that leads me home. you are my home. ❞
❝ he is my favourite person. my favourite person to look at, to listen to, to talk to, to be with. he’s my favourite person to miss, and to love. my soulmate my love my moon and stars. my everything. ❞
❝ you’re in love with a boy who is a prayer on your lips with no god to go to. he’s bleeding sunlight and you’re trying to patch up the holes in his heart but blood keeps spilling ( he loves you more than his own life ). ❞
❝ I hope you know how much I love you. I don’t know what the future might hold, and what I might leave behind when I’m gone. But I do know that I want to build my legacy with you. ❞
❝ I am so in love with you that I wonder if it’s possible to fit more of you inside my dear heart. but you’re bigger than my heart. I can still find more space for you in my brain. I can still squeeze some more of you into my spirit. where else will you touch me? i’ll make room. ❞
❝ You’re a sun. Bright, beautiful, the world needs you. I’m a moon. Constantly chasing you. ❞
❝ I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone. ❞
❝ no, he is dangerous because he shines like a galaxy lost in space and he burns like a thousand dying stars, and he reels you in as effortless as gravity. ❞
❝ I didn’t even know I was missing something until I found you, but now I don’t know how I got through a day without what you’ve given me. You’re my soul mate. Nothing has ever been truer in my life. You’ve filled all the cracks in my heart and made me better. ❞
❝ they were smiling at each other as if this was the beginning of the world. ❞
❝ I’m never going to let anything happen to you. So please don’t think I’m ever going to run, because the only place I’m running is towards you. I want you. No matter what happens, I’m here. With my arms wide open, always for you. Only for you. ❞
❝ last love, I wish to die so I may come back to you, new and never tasted by any other mouth but yours. ❞
❝ What if, you and I were meant to part ways, only so that we could find each other again ❞
❝ If something happens, know that I will find you in every lifetime. You are mine, and not even death can keep you from me. ❞
❝ He felt warm and familiar. he felt solid and safe. I wanted to cling to his shirt, bury my face into the warm curve of his neck, and never let go. ❞
❝ ’will you take me with you?’ I couldn’t immediately answer. again, the sheer excitement was excruciating, and the love I felt for him was positively humiliating. ’of course i’ll take you with me,’ I said. ❞
❝ Yesterday, I dreamt about you. I hardly remember the details, just that we kept on merging into one another, I was you, you were me. ❞
❝ he was singing about the time he’d kissed a boy who wore daisies in his hair, how the boy’s body was soft, & how that night he dreamed about the taste of sunlight again & again. ❞
❝ I will love you forever; whatever happens. Till I die and after I die, and when I find my way out of the land of the dead, I’ll drift about forever, all my atoms, till I find you again… I’ll be looking for you, every moment, every single moment. And when we do find each other again, we’ll cling together so tight that nothing and no one’ll ever tear us apart. Every atom of me and every atom of you… We’ll live in birds and flowers and dragonflies and pine trees and in clouds and in those little specks of light you see floating in sunbeams… And when they use our atoms to make new lives, they won’t just be able to take one, they’ll have to take two, one of you and one of me, we’ll be joined so tight… ❞
❝ No amount of time will be enough with you. Not a minute. Not an hour. Not a decade. Not a century. But I promise to make all of our time count. ❞
❝ And you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, ❞
❝ I love you. today. tonight. tomorrow. forever. if I were to live a thousand years, I would belong to you for all of them. if I were to live a thousand lives, I would want to make you mine in each one. ❞
❝ I would recognise you in total darkness, were you mute and I deaf. I would recognise you in another lifetime entirely, in different bodies, different times. And I would love you in all of this, until the very last star in the sky burnt out into oblivion."
❝ Please don’t be frightened if you feel my lips on the back of your neck, I didn’t mean to kiss it, it’s only love which can’t be helped. ❞
❝ deep in my enemy I find the lover. ❞
❝ I missed you every hour. And you know what the worst part was? It caught me completely by surprise. I’d catch myself just walking around to find you, not for any reason, just out of habit, because I’d seen something that I wanted to tell you about or because I wanted to hear your voice ❞
❝ Every time I close my eyes,I see you. I’ve always seen you. even if you tell me you don’t feel the same. Even if I walk away knowing there’s not a chance in hell of us ever being something, I’ll wait for you. ❞
❝ He was like an animal, hungry for every sensation, for every way of knowing me. ❞
❝ … I wonder if I will ever find a language to speak of the things that haunt me the most. ❞
❝ Don’t you realise I want to know everything about you? That even now, when I should have forgotten you, all I desire is to know your heart better than my own? ❞
❝ how do I say I miss you in a way that will make your heart ache as mine does.? ❞
❝ kill me. kill me and live with the memory, then tell the stars that you won. ❞
❝ dearest, unleash me, I beg. I am in agony. day and night my lungs grasp at your every breath and my hands yearn to find yours. how close you are to my heart you cannot know. ❞
❝ I have the delusion that you are with me as I walk through the fields of flowers, under the moon. ❞
❝ god, i’d never kiss you; but our hands fit like puzzle pieces, and your smile makes my heart sing and you cried when you said you love me, voice thick with fear and awe. and I knew then I could break you and that terrifies me, because you deserve better but I would die for you. ❞
❝ He’s nothing like you thought he was. His sharp edges are softer, somehow, and that’s wrong. That’s wrong, and it scares you, because if he’s softer then you just might love him. And if he’s softer, then he just might love you back. And what could be more terrifying than that? ❞
❝ I see a piece of you wherever I go, it became more of a curse than a blessing. ❞
❝ you frazzle me. you unfocus me. and you’re doing it again now‒my words are lost before they even leave my mouth. you unravel me. you leave me to falter. ❞
❝ and you’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you don’t even have a name for. ❞
❝ if you can only feel me, if my longing will only reach you, ❞
❝ I beg you ‒ he is all that I have, and you have so many heroes and the world has so many more. Let him be soft, and let him be mine. ❞
❝ You think I’ll be the dark sky so you can be the star? I’ll swallow you whole. ❞
❝ I want you to want me as I want you. desperately. I want to make you shiver from my touch. I want to hear your voice, breathless and shaky. oh, I want to hear you say my name like a prayer. full of devotion. ❞
❝ ’we were enemies.’
’you were the center of my universe. everything else spun around you.’ ❞
❝ I confuse instinct for desire ‒ isn’t bite also touch? ❞
❝ hatred would have been easier. with hatred, I would have known what to do. hatred is clear, metallic, one-handed, unwavering; unlike love. ❞
❝ There was something about him. I think I told myself it was lust, a new sort of lust, consuming. There was something familiar about him, like I’d loved him before. ❞
❝ I wanted to forget him, and yet it seemed I thought of him always. It was as if the empty nights were made for thinking of him. And sometimes I found myself so vividly aware of him it was as if he had only just left the room and the ring of his voice were still there. ❞
❝ I only long for your touch. I will rip my heart out if it means you will hold it. ❞
❝ It was as if the empty nights were made for thinking of him. And sometimes I found myself so vividly aware of him it was as if he had only just left the room and the ring of his voice were still there. And somehow, there was a disturbing comfort in that, and, despite myself, I’d envision his face. ❞
❝ You wanted to touch his hands and his lips and this means your life is over anyway. ❞
❝ I’m tired, can’t think of anything and want only to lay my face in your lap, feel your hand on my head and remain like that through all eternity. ❞
❝ He’s kissing me and all the time I’m thinking, do you know? Do you know how much danger we’re in? ❞
❝ my teeth should graze him, my teeth should haunt the crook of his neck. I didn’t know whether I wanted to devour or worship, but I understood he should cry out only for me. ❞
❝ doe‒eyes, full, pink lips. the soft curves of his frame. i’d never wanted anyone more than him. I wanted to curse him for it. ❞
❝ And I don’t know, don’t know if we belong together or apart, except that my soul lingers over the skin of you. ❞
❝ the world is going to hell and we have blood on our hands but once you touch my face I am clean of all sins. ❞
❝ I’d trade the world, plеase, I will beg and plead if you could turn around and stay with mе. ❞
❝ Much more likely you’ll hurt me. Still what does it matter? If I’ve got to suffer, it may as well be at your hands, your pretty hands. ❞
❝ he doesn’t have to be atlas. I would hold him through the night and into the dawn, if only he would let me. i’d swallow his tears & keep the world from hearing him. ❞
❝ ’would he recognize me?’ I asked myself,
’would he recognize the ghost i’ve become?’ ❞